Future Baby Panda or Penguin

won't be ugly either, haha. Well, at least I don't believe so.





The only thing the baby will have for sure is a big head cause we BOTH have big heads. Plus, your's is shaped in a funky way, haha :p But it's okay, cause I'll love it anyway.




Even if it disfigures my vagina in a very nasty, brutal way... >.<
Hahaha.




I'm bored.





Don't judge me, haha.




But we still have a long way to go before the little animal would come along into our wonderful lives, haha.

It Only Makes Us Stronger...

So we're almost at two years (: Well, not really, aha, but we're getting there. Honestly, as a couple, I believe that we've reached the point at where most couples our age haven't. I mean, we've only been together for like a year and almost seven months and known each other for almost two years, and yet, we're way stronger, wiser, and more mature than any other couple I've met. I think we've even beat out my parents, haha.

Wow, and we have so much history too, baby! From the time that I walked up to you, to the time I forced you to watch Sweeney Todd (haha), to the time I fell flat on my face in front of you, and so many more memories. Gosh, I love it. And the thing that still gets me is that we're still growing up and learning as a couple. By now, I think that any other couple would have already broken up with the things that we've been through, but not us. We've stood by each other and learn to work on our differences like a real couple would.

You have made me the happiest Panda in the world. In my world, I'm rolling all over the greenest, fluffiest grass ever! Haha. I love how when I talk to other girls and I tell them about how you and I talk like 24/7 and see each other almost every day, they're all "Omgsh, don't you get tired of it? I would. I can't see my bf everyday cause then he gets on my nerves or we end up arguing." haha, but not us. I get excited to see you everyday. Even when we're angry at each other, haha. I swear, I do!

• I know I have my family and stuff, but you're honestly the only one that I can really talk to. You're the only one I can really have an intellectual conversation with.
• You're the only one that I can say the stupidest things and act the lamest ways, and you'll still get me the majority of the time.
• You're the only one I can tell all my secrets to and the only one I know who will keep them.
• You're the only one who will take care of me when I'm sick.
• You're the only one who can make me laugh because you know my tickle spots.
• You're the only one who knows what I'm really feeling.
• You're the only one who would sacrifice the most amazing job just to stay with me.
• You're the only one who really believes in me.
• And of all the people in the world, you're the only one who loves me as much as you do.

What I'm tring to say is that I love you. I've said it so many ways before so I thought I might change it up a bit, ha. I'm lucky I'm in love with you. I'm lucky I ever got the chance to know you. You make me so happy. I'm sorry for all the hurt I've ever cost you. One day, I'll pay you back for everything you've done for me, and more. I'm sorry.

I love you.

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So It All Comes Down to This.

Our love is now being tested. Me not having a phone sucks ass, baby, I know. And I know right now is one of the most difficult times that we've had in our relationship because we can't really spend as much time together as we're used to spending, but that's why I've told, and I'll continue to tell you that we have to make the best of the times that we do have together. Even if it's just for fifteen minutes. I know it's going to be difficult, cause we've been inseperable since day one, but we have to do this for us, and for the sake of this relationship. It's only gonna be for a few months hopefully. Eventually they'll come around to our old ways again. We just have to be strong, baby.

Remember, my love, that you are my world. It's difficult not being able to hold you or kiss you or talk to you as often as I'm used to, but I'm willing to work hard at keeping my head held high. I know we got mad or annoyed at each other today, but we can't let it keep happening. And I'm sorry that I teared up today a few times. It's just with everything going on with money, and you and me, I'm really frusterated. I'm sorry, baby.

I'm just so anxious to know what's going to happen next. Everything's just come abroad all at the same time and it's just gotten me nervous cause my senior year's already here. I'm supposed to start school August 10th, but where? I have no clue. I still have to be mentally prepared to know exactly where we're going. Everything's just coming down on us all at once. It's really difficult. And I know things aren't going easy for you either right now. But this is why we have to be strong and consistent.

We've already been through a lot. I know we can overcome this obstacle, baby. We just have to keep working together. You and I, with the help of God, can accomplish anything we put our minds to. So, for now, let's just make the best of what we can get. I know it's a change from what we're used to, but let's adjust. Look at the up side now. At least we have more to talk to when we see each other. Somehow, that's a good thing. I'll try to keep from bursting with energy when I see you from now on. I'm sorry about last night if I annoyed you. I know all of this is probably jumbled up in my own way, ha, but who better to understand it than my Lame Penguin. I love you, baby. And cheer up a bit, please. We have lots of things to look forward to and overcome. I love you, baby. Goodnight<33

Haha,

so last night Andy and I were discussing the times when we had recently met and started spending one on one time together. It was funny cause after we talked about those times all over again, we felt like we had just started dating again, haha.

And then we kissed and it felt like our very first kiss.
It was quiet and awkward... haha.

I love how we have history together. It would be so hard if I ever lost you, baby.

And I don't care what anyone else says about you deserving better. All I know is that they stand on the outside looking in. Only we know the truth.

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Happy One Year and Six Months<33

So the day is finally here (:


A whole 18 months, and I'm still not tired of you, haha. Just kidding, baby.


I love you so much! I'm so thankful and blessed that God put us here together. I know that I may not always be the girlfriend you'll always deserve, but I'm learning a lot, and I think I've gotten the hang of this pretty well. I WILL get better. You can count on it, baby. Well, here's to a
a whole year and a half on our relationship and almost two years of being my best friend.
We have been through so much together. I can't wait to spend the rest of my days with you. You're all I've ever wanted and all I'll ever need.

IFLY, baby<33
Muah!


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